Dear Diary (yes, I’m having a Dear Diary moment),
Do you ever feel that you’re stuck in details and small things that simply don’t matter. And because you’re focusing all your energy on that one small detail, it feels like too much and you’d rather give up than look at the big picture?
Well, that’s me at the moment. I’ve been messing about with the tiniest details of my blog, getting all frustrated that I can’t get it to be ‘perfect’ (whatever that is) and thus ruining it all for myself.
It’s the same with so many other things and ‘projects’ that I’ve got. I lack focus unless it’s committing all of my attention on one very specific thing (which I then get bored of and move on from quite quickly).
Basically I simply needed to whinge a little. Get it out of my system so I can take a few steps back and look at the big picture again. Deep breaths. Downward dog. Be in the present not past. *hums quietly to herself*
Right, that may or may not have helped. I’ll know for sure when I finish writing this and see whether I still feel like banging my head against the wall.
I hope you’re having a less conflicted feeling Saturday doing something fun instead!
Although to be honest until I decided to start going through every little details of every little thing in my life, I was having a great time as well. Enter deep sigh there.
Ok, I’m done. See you soon!