My life

Grab it by the tail

Hi everyone! It’s been a while. Again. I’m starting to think that I’m like one of those once in a blue moon type of things. Or a seasonal malady. Both work in their own mysterious ways.

Last night I was struggling to get to sleep so I decided to get some thinking done instead. Within that thinking I caught a thought about my blog and what I write. Then I thought how it’s funny I’m so often thinking about it rather than actually writing. And then I end up writing about how I was thinking about writing. So it’s like a whole big circle that I’m getting a bit tired of. So I said to myself – stop thinking so much, grab it by the tail instead and pull it along. Which is REALLY bad advice if you’ve got any pets with tails by the way, so please apply it with extreme caution in appropriate situations only.

Uhmm. Here I am. Holding a tail. Not too sure what to do with it. I’m certain I’ll figure it out though. Once I figure out what the heck this all means. Or maybe I won’t figure it out and simply go with it. I reckon I’ve done enough (over)thinking to last me a lifetime.

Speaking of overthinking. I realise I haven’t updated you on my struggles with anxiety in a while. I’m happy to let you know that it’s a lot less of a struggle these days. In fact, it’s the least struggle I’ve had in as long as I can remember. I still have my moments and I don’t know if I’ll ever not have them. The difference is that I can manage these moments quite well now.

Maybe that’s my tail.

Let me know if you’re interested in hearing more about my story over the last few months – I kept you quite up to date when I was going through the worst of it, but then i kind of … I don’t even know and I won’t overthink it.

I guess that’s it from me now. I hope you’re all well and having a good time, whatever it is that you’re doing and I’ll see you soon!



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