I complain too much. About everything. All the bloody time. Do I ever do anything about the stuff I complain about? Occasionally. Rarely. If it's something quick the chances of it happening increase tremendously. If it's something that takes time and willpower? Uhhhh, well then it depends... Can I still regularly have pizza and ice-cream?… Continue reading Dear Diary,
The kick in the butt, I mean. I'm still feeling absolutely exhausted, but stuff is getting done at least. So I'm not simply feeling tired from doing nothing (yes, that's apparently a thing). To recap - a short while I go I said I needed a kick in the butt to get me to be… Continue reading It worked!
You know you've reached a new low when you sit down to watch a YouTube video of someone deep cleaning and organising their house to get motivated to do yours, but then feel so exhausted after watching the video that you feel like you need a nap instead. That's where I'm at right now. Surrounded… Continue reading Somebody kick me, please
Who knew there could be such a simple solution to me feeling down and gloomy and overwhelmed? I certainly didn't, although after all these years I really should have done. Legally Blonde. Yup, the film from 2001 starring Reese Witherspoon. I've always loved this film and I've seen it oh so many times, but when… Continue reading Solution to my sad
I made myself a promise not to buy any new clothes in September (partially because save the planet and partially because I don't really need any new clothes at the moment) and I did brilliantly, so I thought I'd continue in October. All was well, I was happy doing just window shopping and proud to… Continue reading I nearly failed!
I hate chasing perfection. I hate half-heartedly chasing what could be. Or what was. I hate that I'm so hard on myself. I hate that I can't breathe. I hate that I'm even writing this. Again. How many 'fresh start' posts have you seen from me over the past 2 years? More than I'd like… Continue reading I need to get over myself -.-
Dear Diary, I was just thinking, with my mental health on the mend, will the physical health catch up? Or can the mental not mend until the physical is fixed? Even worse, what if the physical won't heal until the mental is all dapper and dandy? How do I get both? I'm not going to… Continue reading Mental vs Physical?
Hellooooo! I decided to walk a short way back the memory lane today. Don't you sometimes feel like you simply need to remind yourself of something and then realise you wrote that something down so you can actually go and refresh your memory? (That made sense in my head, I promise.) I'm not sure if… Continue reading 2018 – Progress update
So.. here's what happened. I was feeling a bit wonky tonight, so I thought I'll take my to do list and get something done. I decided to close one of my credit cards that I've been meaning to get rid of for a long time now. I called my bank, went through all the security… Continue reading What have I done?
Dear Diary (yes, I'm having a Dear Diary moment), Do you ever feel that you're stuck in details and small things that simply don't matter. And because you're focusing all your energy on that one small detail, it feels like too much and you'd rather give up than look at the big picture? Well, that's… Continue reading Grrraaarrrrgh